me talking..

forgiv me n my sucking grammar..
guess thats y im not dat talkative in class..
so,here i go..
final exam is coming..
seriously..
not like mid sem..(i only realised the next week=exam week when my gummy bear asked me to study,emmmm..so i was soooo well prepared la kan)
this time,

• kne get 3.3 n above to b on da safe side..
• kna excellent in 'tasmid'ing with ustazati..
• help me with my arabic!

n bout realising a dream.
dream is to b realised..
but wat u gonna do when u realised it,but then end up doin nothing bout it..
its called dream that better not to b realised!!
we r liable for wat weve done.so in tort it says..
we hav to fgure out if the defendant hav a legal duty toward the plaintiff n did the D had exceed wat a reasonable man would do..
in my case..am i hav legal duty toward my so-called realised dream?am i a negligent?r negligence?ok..it messed up..

spell it with ama

dat nite..

tyme tgh pretending bt keja..

my mkck tdika dtg

n asked me to tgk2 she eja2 her name..

n i was like...ok(my lakonan kantoi..)

so..

siti nooriman
n its not sitinam..
she took 2 years to spell her name
n da N is still tbalik
siti nooriman amanina binti alias
ok lil sis..
she took more than 10 mins to wrote it down
she’s 6,n at last she did it..
on my notebook,wth my highlghter!

life and possibilities

life offers possibilities,acceptance is by choosing one of it,consideration is by going through it n the effects of choosing it,with no intention to create legal relation..u just have to accept it.no remedy,no injunction,no specific performance.its only regret or happiness
i ws gven possibilities once..but none fulfill my wish,bt nevamind,landon said that if we get everything we want,we’re in paradise.so thats y we dnt get evrything we want,coz we’re on earth.
Ok..plihan yg ak ad
a)amik klas msak memasak kt umah
b)amik klas mnjahit tp umah mkcik yg jauh sket
c)amik klas yg ak ske tp blaja skejap je
so i was.......ermm
ppl influenced me a a lot
some making da decision of me
some asked me to make my own decision
i wish to go far from my surroundings,learns many new tings,learns new culture,make new frens,look up on the sky n say “we’re watching the same cloud,bt we’re in different places n dis strange place taught me more” by amik klas at aunt’s house.and dr kcik lg i ws like hoping to go to my aunt’s hse.
suddenly as i ws about to choose b,the important persons in my life said “choose a”
we had a talk..
then i decided to take a.
We started the class,n i started regretting wat i chose for my life.
then lma2,ble ak pk blik,renung blik hdup ak..
Allah sbenanye dh beri byk nikmat kt ak
1)Dia tau ak blum bersdia utk pergi lbih jauh dr skrg
2)Dia permudahkan byk bnda utk ak(ak exmptd evn englsh hampeh,kwn2 sgt baek ati,awl2 lg dh dpt solehah)
3)Dia x tinggalkn ak sorg2 mlalui jln yg ak plih(Dia kurniakan ak Abah,Ummi,Abg Ubai,Abg Musolla,ksiti,Qeelah,Ninie n rmai lg) n bg pnjam landon skejap(mcm ksiti,he’s my life saver)
4)i guess i’m lucky in my own way..
Alhamdulillah for everything..
p/s:the meaning of my name suits that..
n luqman remembered da lyric of lucky..weird!

day of my life

dat nite was a normal nite,mcm the other nite we had..
ak,amal,nadia plus mai tgh lepak2kt bwh smbl amal was looking for sumting regarding her english class while ak plak tgh ym ngn mr.landon la kn..
we had our dinner there..ns goreng seafood n nsgoreng udang(we managed to forget bout da curious case of the legendary bobo) dtemani muzik iringn dr tmpt karaoke brdkatn tuh
then suddenly mai got a phone call from one of da crew saying dat mama bobo xsht..
lntas ktorg pn brgegas la naik ats smbil ak mngangkut si solehah..
msuk je..
mama bobo tgh ogang her head like there was sumting disturbing her making us afraid as she was just happy as we saw her the last 2 hours.sumone asked me to angkut her(from scond floor!) then sumbat msuk ambulance
i was like..ok..trus je bg solehah kt sape ntah,then bersdia nk angkut mama bobo
trik nafas dlm2(prepare la ktekan) then i ws shocked n speechless+scared tgk mam bobo ttbe bgun n dduk diam
pastu...birthday song to mai,then
“hb to u,hb to u,hb to kiki,hb to u!!”
I was like..nice surprise...
It was da scond time after i had a nice bath wth johnson n johnson nyer BEDAK!!
It was 5 of us yg dcelebrate..
With a big nice n delicious chocolate cake
Forget the talcum shower,forget the da sick mama bobo..
Eventhough its just been a month we knew each other,they appreciate us in their very own way..
Reminds me of my bff during school(aisyah,myra,mieyra,aqeelah,ninie,ihah)
I miss them all..
So dat nite ended happily,with the icing as our facial foam
p/s:thnx to ezreen for da sweet strawbery pencil...

feel like years..

its been dunno brape lme x tgk dis tings..
even solehah is around..
lots of tings happened..
tp xsmpt nk cter or wrote it down sumwhere..
ttbe tgn gtal je nk leave a mark here(x really a mark pn)..
during da last 5 hours before ilh
my so historical islamic legal history....
yup....history..
n i hav to stay awake..
sriously...
n
al fatihah utk Allahyarham en.azmi(ayh aqilah)
may he rest in peace...

For abah with love..

A little girl needs Daddy

For many, many things:

Like holding her high off the ground

Where the sunlight sings!

Like being the deep music

That tells her all is right

When she awakens frantic with

The terrors of the night.

Like being the great mountain

That rises in her heart

And shows her how she might get home

When all else falls apart.

Like giving her the love

That is her sea and air,

So diving deep or soaring high

She'll always find him there.

love??

You know when you give your love away
it opens your heart,
everything is new.
And you know time will always find a way
to let your heart believe it's true.

You know love is everything you say;
a whisper, a word,
promises you give.
You feel it in the heartbeat of the day.
You know this is the way love is.

Amarantine... Amarantine...
Amarantine... Amarantine...
Amarantine... Amarantine...
Love is. Love is.
Love is. Love is.
Love... Love...

You know love may sometimes make you cry,
so let the tears go,
they will flow away,
For you know love will also let you fly
-how far a heart can fly away!

Amarantine... Amarantine...
Amarantine... Amarantine...
Amarantine... Amarantine...
Love is. Love is.
Love is. Love is.
Love... Love...
Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Amarantine....
Love is.
Love is.
Love...

You know when love's shining in your eyes
it may be the stars
fallen from above.
And you know love is with you when you rise,
for night and day belong to love

i' m not alone...

b-day turns d-day...

alhamdulillah..
after struggling for the license,at last today,10th of april 2009 i've got wat i dreamt of(really??)
a p license..it was funny to me as i thot that the tester mmg acting like i was really goin to fail,
kuar dat place x wear seatbelt,then slumberly doing mistakes that i know! im goin to do it..
but alhamdulillah,i still pass it!Allah knows best!
i also want to dedicate special thanks to the person that help me going through the test day
im a very glabah pyuh(as wat kak ju pyer trade mark is) person and i was so nervous waiting to be called that i hav to make calls to make sure im still doing the rite thing n i will not lost my bff if i fail da test..
then alhamdulillah for letting me pass through the test,Ya Allah!
then everythg turns topsy turvy!!
everybody wasnt like in good mood n like there was a scond katrina r sumthing hitting the place while im happily waiting for the blue card written 'u pass!'
then goes story on another sis.in my opinion,introducing sumone dear to your be an honour to the person,but it was wrong n i was BLIND enough to notice that!!! credits for dat!
n then ppl being so quiet by shutting their mouth making u feel suspicous bcos u know the only person have that strong sense to make ppl sulk is ue!!!
n i was wondering
what am i?
n im too much in happinesss posting this!!!!!!!!!!
ha.......ha...........ha...read the tone!

those impostors freaking me out!!!!

now i seem to see the world on the wider scope!!
ppl actually willing to do anything to get something..n ppl would always willing to sacrifice for what they believe its best for themselves,n they even put the pain and suffering on their back rather than putting them all in front.

in the name of Allah,the most precious,the most merciful

i watch a story of a blind people just now..and i was surprised to see the blind girl was looking very happy instead of grieving for her lost sight..(i bet she wasnt a gud actress!)but then,

thats makes me wonder bout wat im thinking..why should she cry actually?

is it wrong to be blind?is it a bad thing being not able to see wats the content of this whole big wide world?is it wrong for not knowing how to write like normal ppl..(all of 'em writing throough braille ka?) ,it is wrong to only sense darkness?is it good to actually got to see things,seeing crimes,seeing wrong thing but stay silent bout it?be grateful for who we are,what we have,n the way we actuaaly are..everybody esp. woman(i dont deny that) are eager to look good and to feel great(r actually to let ppl see them that way!)there willing to let intruders get into the vein n manipulate all the system n creating their little world inside that soon will ruins the body...in the end,they'll die suffering..or maybe half to death(at least it brings us to it)

i have no right to hyperwrite on this,as i know it was like annoying my own self..coz we all not perfect..in our own way

be free to put some words here...

whats life all ABOUT???

ive been thinking this few days..
about everything ive gone through,about thing ive ever done in my life..would it be worth it r not?
actually,i hd just read a blog belong to sumone(xksahlah sape..)
but i feel the tense.not really feeling it,but knowing theres ppl like us out there..
is very comforting..
sounds cruel..
but thats how it works..
we saw ppl being punished..express all ur feeling.pity,sympathy,poor them,world isnt fair,
but deep inside,its comforting
life is not as sweet as u thot it might be..
u could fall at the peak of da happiness
life is how it is as how u define it
same as happiness
if u thinks able to eat once a day is a happiness...
then it is happiness
for me..having a dream and able to challenge wat da future holds is da same thing
dnt plan it..
if w plan it..our life will have only one possibility..
let it go..
then ur life hav 3000 possibilities..











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its me!!

dis is da collection of vaccine..i took it in da refrigerator..i was thinking dat children nowadays is being upgraded wit so-many-called vaccines,i dont really remember when i had my vaccination..i had it,yes..i guess so?

comey dok klinik nh?wel,yg nih lpas renovation around novmbr 08...make urself available to come here..we serve u wit da best smile,best doctors..n most important is,we hav aircond!!

yg nih la yg recently married yg i mentioned before..

forgot to mention to da other main actress in my makeover life..next to kak dura,da pretty lady in jengka 24..kak azie..waiting her big day to tie da knot wit da one of da youngest ceo in malaysia,a mecanical engineer called abg arin..most of it,my main impression bout her is dat she is damn tidy while

dis one is really damn extraordinary dolfin..name mamex,age 5..doing checkup to figure out how he could ever live far from ocean?

senior forever..

cikgu mas kate: "Pesan pada DIRI, tabahkan hati kuatkan semangat, pesan pada HATI kukuhkan iman banyakkan ZIKRULLAH, pesan pada NALURI jangan mengeluh & kecewa. Tiada daya & rezeki melainkan daripada ALLAH..""

PUSAT RAWATAN MESRA

Pusat rawatan mesra,
(dr.rahaya bt hassan & rakan-rakan)
no.26,jalan 7/2,sri serdang,
43300 seri kembangan,
selangor darul ehsan...

dis is where my life began to change...
a lot..
n i believe with if(literature component during scondary school loh)
being in different place,we must always keep our head up,no matter wats happen,no matter how much ue feel embarrased,no matter how much ue miss ur family,no matter how much ue feel like running away from reality,no matter how much ue feel like want to cry out but theres no tears anymore,ue still hav to be strong,lie ur head up,neva giv up,say yes for every new thing that approach ue..but the most important is be grateful for being still alive n be able to see all creation of ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY...
bout da clinic...the penggeraknyer is the following individuals....

1 :DR RAHAYA HASSAN,together wit her best supporter en wan ahmad kusairy,its dat is da spelling of his name???

2 :locum doctors...

3 :KAK DURA,recently married n now goin back to johor for tjeir bigwork ma..wedding kenduri maa..

4 :KAK AIDA,also recently married hav 5 cute little childrens.novel maniac..n now continue doing things that she love during her bujang time such as eating maggie..

5 :KAK CT NOOR,still single..she know how to make da pretty swab..pretty sister,n i love going to night market together with her.

6 :KAK Ju,i always kna scold ngan her,but i take that in positive way..n i love her too very much n when i leave da place,i`m gonna miss all of dis memories..

7 :KAK AZIE,i still didnt know her full name(now i know..noor aziah ahmad) after asking kak aida.mmg pretty sgt,already engaged to abg arin

8 :KAK SINAR,i always t`remembered bout her cnta layu d tsik madu tu,but nevamind coz she could find a better one.i could fully spoke klate wit her,even in front of patients

9 :KAK YAM, a sister to kak ct noor but had just resigned,i have been with her not so long but my first day started with her,together as amateur..

AND WE LIVE WITH MEDICINES...
BE FREE TO VISIT US...

towars driving lisence!!!

on 18th of january 2009,i had a chance to take the first step to get a lisence!!that was so unexpected for me as...

1 :i thought dat i will take da class in klate,but da class was in cheras(dad asked me to take it here as i`ve been here for about a month)

2 :i still cant believe it dat i learnt it here,in cheras!!

3 :i did a lot of mistakes since i was here,but hopefully Allah will guide me..

4 :i couldnt deny it that i had a very nice aunt n uncle,cik aya n cik wan that had helped me to get though all dis,n not alone

5 :i realise dat in here i had to be independent,not reling on others..but i didnt done that well..

6 :frankly speaking,my english was sucks as i communicate more with banglas and nepalian more than ppl dat speaks english like da arabian..but its ok,i learnt how to expresss words using body language..

7 :i still couldnt believe spm result is coming out soon,but some of my frens already registered in high class academy..couldnt deny that i did felt jealous but its their rezeki,mine soon,INSYAALLAH...

help GAZA!!!

what we could ever do actually?

boycotting stuffs?demonstrating?

i was wondering..actully they had already conquering our market.from the stuff like nutritional food to things that that you would say your second life..we are actually depending on their stuff..

whats da word?

easy said than done?i`m bad in idiom!

this is something very small stuff that i could do..

actually,its my bro saving all this stuff in his file

peringatan untuk sume..

i`m not dat alim lah..

but i was interested to dis one lah..

i once felt dat my day was easy,cmforting,n best among all..everythg went good n great..

n i once felt everythg went wrong..

at dat time,all in my mind was `ak byk dosa agknyer..`

sdar la sket yg mati bleh jd esok luser..

n we wish 4 Allah p'mudahkan sgala urusan yg mendatang..n jauhkan dari malapetaka n bencana..

but new problem arise when,

i felt everythg`s great n i tend to forgot Him..

nauzubillah..

i love hlovate!!!!

HLOVATE~
You wonder
Is it an angel or yet
Maybe a sweet dream that you can’t forget
So close yet far-fetched
Causing you to float on the line between reality and fantasy

c/o Haunted the nightmares
Creates the ecstasy
Hlovate~oh poisonous honey
Love and hate
Driving me crazy
The poison ivy of Venus
Killing with venom so sweet
You’re losing your head
Don’t want it yet it keep haunting
Losing yourself in the suffocating mist
c/o
The blind arrows of
Piercing cold ice and warm melting heart
Tearing me apart

dis is wat i found!!

Home is where the heart is..
Being different.People talked behind your back,looking at you like you're some dirt under their shoe.
Bonjour-Hi

Comment t'appelles-tu ?- What's your name?
D'où est-ce que tu viens ? Where're you from?
Je viens d'Moscow. – I'm from Moscow
Mes parents sont Russians. –My parents're Russians
People are all the sameAnd we only get judged by what we doMy personality reflects meAnd if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
And that's the way they show they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

ALL DIS BELONG TO hlovate..