Thursday, December 22, 2011

untuk ustazah..

selama buat kain felt,
huruf plg benci utk diptong-potong ialah s!!
tp semasa wat yg ini,skali potong da jadi da..alhamdulillah..
n rsa semangat sangat na buat..
walaupun ia cume sekeping kad yg tidak bernilai,
plus takot xditerima sbb da dkat finals da
tp utk penerimanya,
hanya ni je yg mampu diberi..

kepada ustazah yg mungkin xbaca pn blog saya yg segan hidup mti xmau ni....
semoga ustazah sihat selalu..
bukan smpi 10 aribulan je,bukan smpi abis marking je...
semoga Allah pnjgkn umur ustazah utk tros jd ustajahcinta n bg tazkirah pada kami yang selalu subuhdinasour-attendancesegansilu-asyikmcsepupukawin-masukkelaslambat-tudungbukit ni...
dan tentunya semoga ustazah tros menjadi ustajahcinta,kesayangan kami semua....
 when you're about to lose someone,then you'll realized  how much u love them..

Saturday, September 24, 2011

skyscraper.

Skies are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
 You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper, Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground

Thursday, August 4, 2011

noona...

this post is specially written for my dear sister,who's going to marry a guy she loves very much.

seperti yg sume mklum,ak ni mmg pemalu lah orgnye,n bcos of the possibility of her and any other ppl reading this post is extremely low,so i would like to confess a few tings to her,my dear sister...
i would like to apologise for my so called rudeness(ive tink a lot about it now),about not bein such an understanding person to her,for not knowing and understand her reasons for getting into a marriage,and for not really supporting her..
life is full of obstacles,and the more u take the risk of going to the next phase in ur life,the more obstacles u'll find in ur way..in case u remembered that ive once said that ur a bit selfish,the truth is indeed i am selfish.i am too scared to take the risk of 'losing' u in the sense of u'll not be the same as u r before..deeply tinking about this,ive come to an answer that its not only her that take the risk,everybody surrounding her is taking the risk too,of cos,not the risk of bein a wife,but the risk of being scared like me..r mayb im the only one scared.hehe.but mayb that it is the best decision ever for them too.insyaAllah

as a layman,not yet discover what exactly feels to be in the same situation like her,i tink that ive hurt her feelings for not really being a good sister as a wish i could be.

to the sister that i treasure deeply in my heart and my life,i wish that i could assist and support her.i decided to change myself!
the first step was awful!i voluntered myself to tukangsolek for the mjls bertunang which was the worst idea ever!the words came straight from my mouth,undeniably and without tinking much of it..but still,i want her to be best bride ever..

nur kasih:semakin banyak dugaan mnimpa kita,semakin dekat rahmat kpd kita

to the best sister i ever had,pls forgive me for how ignorant i am of the situation and ur heart..from now on,whatever happens,pls believe that im always here to support u...

ps:agk jwang diriku disitu..hehe.tp this is the truth babe!its juz that i couldnt say this directly to her..part of me hoping she'll read this..

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

org dkat joooo...

ololoooo...cmeynyeee.rumate sape niiiiii

wlaupun ak nmpk smuncung je,tp redha jelahh

gadis2 ayueeeee.haha

gigi kapak gg susu gg palsu sume nmpk!!

kami bertigoooo

lpas nex,gmbr awok.next lagi gmbr awok jgk!haha

sukeeeeeee!

tlg bg sy duet byk bt bli eskem!!

bju itam:"akhirnye kte dpt bt reunion kat sni!'

cm lbh kreng yg td jeee....opun bt salah!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

ustaz...

dlu kat sekolah,ada seorang ustaz yg ak sangat sayang*-*
walaupun name dy da samar2 dalam kepala namun dy tetap ustaz kesayangn ku!
 sebenarnye banyak peristiwa mnarik ngn ustaz ini yg mmg aku rasa smpai ke tua pn ak ingat

kelas pai mmg slalunya tgh hari n disebabkan ak duk seat plg depan skali,sgt obvious lah kalau ak ni mngantuk.tapi setelah hmpir setahun ustaz mgajar kelas aku dy pn xheran sgt if ak tido.nk dijadikan cite,ustaz ni sangat cool yg aku jarang nmpk dy gelak.pada suatu tgh hari yang gle panas,aku pn gle mngantuk,di dalam mnahan kemengantukan tu,ak akhirnya rebah jgk,tnpa sdar ak tertido jugak..

ustaz tgh syok mgajar n kelas  tersebut sgt snyap..ada yg khusyuk mndengar,khusyuk buat kgiatan cam aku,khusyuk makan,khusyuk bce komik,plg xleh blah khusyuk bace novel bicara hati pergilah sepi manisnya cinta dan yang sewaktu dengannya...

dangggg!!!!satu byi yg sngguh kuat!satu kelas diam,ustaz pn berenti mgajar,yg makan berenti,yg tido terus bgun seakan mndapat pengajaran dari kejadian tersebut,yg bce bicara ati pn tros berenti baca buku..satu kelas diam membisu...
ustaz xdapat menahan gelak lagi...tulah kali pertama aku nampak ustaz gelak jgk..haha..akn ku kenang ayat ustaz time tu...
"xpe,tido tengah hari kan sunat,"

dan ak xtido spanjang 2 jam kelas tersebut pada hari itu.namun,kelas laen tido jgk cme taktiknya telah kutukar agar pisang x berbuah berkali-kali!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

lwtn smbil cuci mate ke zoo!!!

di hari yg indah slps ponteng stdy circle kami tlah bergerak ke zoo negara(keterangan dalam bahasa melayu mmndangkan saksi akan ad peperiksaan bahasa melayu selepas ini!) kerana kami sudah lama berhajat ke situ ea..haha.mahu tunjuk gmbr sahaja.mari kita bljr tntg binatang ok!
ni tikus yg plg besar  taww!

tu org utan yg bulu dy sangattttt pjg!

xtau nme.tp kte consider dy sbg alipaima!

ptot ad bola td!en.singalaut ni pndai men basket tau!

mrk berjalan berenang sekumpulan,merekalah memerang kot,hehe

ni bear,tp xsure jnis ap.awww3!

ratu rama2 for the day ok!

jgn tiru kat umah,bhy nih!

unte2 dan kakak sy!

tgklah jirafah tuuuu!(tiada niat tgn sy kearah p******g dy!)

ni anak gajah dmana sy tlh bergmbr dengannya slps berjaya mnjinakkan nya yg nak mkn kaklin td!

ara effy pn nak duk sini nnt...sob3

aksi2 dalam usaha mnjinakkan spesis gajah comel niiii

kakak ratu rama2 ea!

ok,stkt ini shj pengembaraan kte k!babauuuu

Saturday, March 26, 2011

making a difference

a well known author and poet was working and vacationing on the southern coast of spain.one morning,very early,he was walking along the beach.
the sun was just shining,the rain had ended,the rainbow were magnificent,the sea calm.while enjoying the beauty about him,he glanced down the beach and a saw a lonely figure dancing about.
fascinated by this other person celebrating that day that was to dawn,he moved closer.as he came nearer,he realized that young man was not dancing,but in one graceful movement was picking objects up off the beach and tossing them into the sea.as he approached the young man,he saw that objects were starfish.

"why in the world are you throwing starfish into the water?"he asked.

"if the starfish are still on the beach when the tide goes out and the sun rises higher in the sky,they will die"replied the man as he continued tossing them out to sea.

"thats ridiculous!!!there are miles of beach and millions of starfish.you cant really believe that what you doing could possibly make a difference."

the young man picked up another starfish,paused thoughtfully and remarked as he tossed it out into the waves,"it makes a difference to this one"

p/s: thnx mdm azizah

Friday, March 25, 2011

shie..

 bnda tlh berada lam inbox ak dah berkurun kot.now baru perasan..friends are is more than gold or diamond,theyre platinum,or maybe more.my quotes are that sucks huh..nanyway,my friend asked me to post thing on my wall but then i was so sad that i rarely open my fb or do anything except for crying,a nd crying,continue crying,again crying..crying telah dibanyakkan on purpose untuk mnunjukkan the so called penderitaan aku.haha.but that things mmg buat aku berubah sekejap,baru tau diri ni dah alpa sangat..terleka sangat dengan benda2 yang xmembawa ke mana-mana or xpasti hjung pngkalnye lagi.alhamdulillah,im getting along my life so well..hehee*

soryy sheshe!tp xpe,akhirnya walaupun aku x post dy kat fb,p ak post lam blog ok?




kiera.. ak ade stu bnde nk g kt kau ni.. ak nk pas ko dpt ko wat status ko tau...!
"i never get jealous when i see my ex with someone else because my parents always taught me to give my used toys to the less fortunate ;D"

Thursday, March 24, 2011

happier..

ni gmbr yg ak plg suke yg doc amik,tp dis is not the best part lah.hehe

princess iman

pusrame

arshad,ak adalah babysitter xbleh dihrp!

princess iman..:) worth it

she is so lovely

ari ni sgt pns tp sgt sjok!(xdela sjok sgt pn.haaha)

princess iman edisi tua sket!

bosan tggu ak!haha

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

smile:) :) :)

rasanye sometimes kita jadi lagi happy bila ppl around kita happy,especially for what we did for them.

i learn on this a lot,especially when i broke up mgalami sedikit komplikasi hati dan perasaan.
its been around half a year dah kot,as ara n effy pn dah besar yg sampai dorang dah boleh pnjat our home sweet home la kan.

ive been planning this surprise for the person i love every single minute in my life.the first surprise cm xberapa jadi surprise sebab she already got it,as we both excited about it,so i decided to sent it earlier to her than i thought i would give her the present for her belated birthday yang mmg da berkurun dah.she was so excited yang she even posted it in the fb saying tq to us.he present was so look alike the one she had before but still but im afraid ill choose the wrong one so i chose that one,and unexpectedly she like it i think :) hehe.im of no good in choosing things especially girls tingy and i think i tried my best for her and umi. cant wait to see umi's expression once she see the surprise i prepared for her.so far,the comment was so pleasing that makes me feel sooooooo eager to reveal it!!!!!!

but the best part of this,hopefully they will be happy.sometimes days arent as good as we thought it would be.so who you are,how small things you do for someone,who knows,that was the best part of her day kan.

who you are makes a difference

macam saving a starfish yg terdampar tpi pntai.even you cant save them all,at least u save some of them kan.pnh dgr kan dis story?mdm azizah..
nex time plak cter starfish ni.hehe

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

exam.

exam stat dis week
final exam for my first year here.
time does fly,im older than i thought.hehe

8 papers to go!!
plus another 2-2nd-tests!
i should just get married i think =D

first year mrujuk pd dah setahun ak membuang masa,tido,melepak belajar,mgulang kaji pelajaran kat sini.banyak kenangan slame duk sini (ayat cm dah na grad!)
untuk 24 hari yang akan datang,aku akan mencuba dengan bersemangat dan bersungguh tgk movie,tido lebih,mkn byk,bergosip berusaha dan belajar kasi bbrp bjik a dlm genggaman!
then balik nnt,surprise for umi,n finds new place for ara n effy.i thought of letting them go,it'll make me sad but i'll think about it again.my family love them too but looking at how much their efforts to grow faster n going out from the bekas pokok kelapa seems that they really thinking of running away from home(the so called pokok kelapa house) sounds like i am a bad guardian huh.sambung.balik umah sy akan tnggu org msuk meminang qada tido,makan banyak lagi,tgk tb,lyn mvie tlg umi,rajin sket,msk,anta adk g skolah,jg atok n etc.hehe..

pray for us!

Sunday, February 20, 2011

this hopeless love hurts me so much

Sarangeul ajik nan mollaseo
Deoneun gakkai motgayo
Geunde wae jakkuman motnan nae simjangeun
Dugeungeorinayo

Nan dangsini jakkuman barphyeoseo
Geunyang gal sudo eomneyo
Irueojil su do eomneun I sarange
Nae mami neomu apayo

Haruga gago bami omyeon
Nan ontong dangsin saenggakppunijyo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteoke haeya joheulkkayo

Maeumi sarangeul ttareuni
Naega mwol hal su innayo
Irueojil sudo eomneun I sarange
Nae mami neomu apayo

Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiru dubirubiru
Dubirubiruraffa

Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiru dubirubiru... ~

Haruga gago bami omyeon
Nan ontong dangsin saenggakppunijyo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteoke haeya hanayo

Nae apeumi mudyeojyeo beoril nari
Eonjejjeum naege ogin halkkayo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteokhae haran maringayo

Dalbichi neomuna johaseo
Geunyang gal suga eomneyo
Dangsin gyeote jamsi nuwo isseulgeyo
Jamsiman aju jamsiman

[X8]
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiru dubirubiru
Dubirubiruraffa
 http:/www.lyricsmode.com

Thursday, February 17, 2011

i need answers

ak rase ak perlukan jwpn,as terlalu byk bnda bermain2 kat kepala nih
hidup ni xmudah xsenang n byk bnda baru kna blaja n theres no comfort zone ke safe zone ke any positive zone forever.time kcik2 dlu sibuk na sekolah,bila masuk primary skool sibuk na msuk skolah mnengah na rse hdup as teenagers la knonnye,bile masuk scondary skool,sibuk na rse hdup kat u plak,na rse complete freedom la knonnye..dulu bile org yg da bsar2 ni kte na putar mse bia dpt masuk skolah balik sume,ak dgn megah na tggu besar,na complete freedom,na shopping sakan,na enjoy ngn kengkawan aje..
but i never realised the bigger u are,the bigger the problem is..
u dont encounter dgn masalah2 macam sape amik cklat ak?ari ni nk men congkak ke swing?(im too old that i dont wat its called now.waaa)but kna layan masalah plek spt ble kna siapkan assignmnt?bila na byr utang?mcm mne na carik duet?
dulu carik kwn na ajk men kjar2,hide n seek je,now kawan bt tman mgumpat,tkang prunding masalah cinta,tkang bt comment bju mne yg lg cntik,etc!
wat if u become older,but u mind seems not to tolerate?
bile masalah org2 dewasa datang,ur clueless,xtau na bt ap?
when it comes in choosing things,u dont know which one to choose?its so hard to cj=hoose till u feels like ur head going to explode?
as u get older,u lie more but ur afraid of kantoing urself that u feel so uneasy and swear that u wont do it again but u end up repeating it AGAIN?
that u tend to please everyone but u end up hurting everyone?
that u tink u have to grow up but u mind seems to say no?
that u wish you only have to be on dat bed for ur whole lifeeee?
that u miss someone soooo much that u have to admit it but u cant?
is theres time u feel very empty?so empty that u think the emptiness itself cn kill u?
pnh rase  bersalah,serba salah,disalahlan yg buat hati rasa sendat dan packed n rse oksigen kat dunia ni dah berkurang sbb byk open burning?
pnh rase lonely yg bt kte rase na mnanges tbe2?
i think im growing up too much,until i couldnt deal wth  it anymore



Wednesday, February 9, 2011

:)

alhamdulillah..
pengalaman pertama yg buat na demam..
yg buat hati na give up,
nw ati rse lega..
da jmpa frmula
jalan = R+ brek habis dlu

momo: thnx lil sweet red!
pinkyone:thnx for da brilliant formula!

life sometimes sweet,like sugar,like honey

gone with the wind

my days were too good last few days..
now its gone.
keta xleh reverse,then smpi plak empunya parking tu,mencuakkan lagi keadaan ak.
jantung da macam berhnti mngepam drah ke sluruh badan,otak jd cramp cmpur blurr tetibe,airmata xda remote cntrol dah.
then,we move on.going to class like usual.then,out of sudden,at  6,where supposely everybody was heading home,we decided to take the lift..until
a guy called mr.l came out from the lift like a warrior,looking at us,till we felt sooooo small,then the rest was the history of 9/2/11

soorry to all the affected parties,dr abg auto engineering ke roomate yg byk mmbantu.

hidup ni xkan slalu sronok,selesa,gmbira,hidup ni ad psang surut,naik trun,lpar knyang,tido bangun,etc lg yg  leh di consider antonym ea.

speaking of the truth,mmg my life is too cmfortable last few days,yg smpai bt me terpk,ap na bt time ssh nnt.now the time has come,yet im planning nothing

glitter words for today:everybody make mistakes,but never repeat it~mdm.f

Sunday, February 6, 2011

live on..

everyone has their first one,so do i..

ble di ingatkan balik,ble takot na bt something,msti ckp gni pd diri sndri..macam self peptalk la knonnye..
alhamdulillah skrg rse cm lega dan tenang,cme xtaulah ap yg menanti kat depan...

ak jgk ad byk benda nak share pasal hidup ni,cme ble bkak je blog trus xingat ap dah.
cme satu yg paling obvious untuk dikongsi adalah:

WHAT IF ORANG YG KTE SANGAT SAYANG PERGI TINGGALKAN KTE UNTUK SELAMANNYE,AP AGAKNYA KTE PYE REACTION,AP KTE NAK BUAT,AP YG KTE AKAN INGAT BALIK?

bafore balik umah,sempat g melawat atok kak r.kak r sangatla kuat yang dia x mnangis pn depan atok dy,tp time atok dy smpai terkjot dari tido sbb sakit,ak da nanges.time keja dlu pnh jgk bt yg tgk gula dlm drh tu n bt cm tu kat ptient,n time donate blood pn,n ble try kat tgn sndri rsanye xsakit sgt tp time nurse bt kat atok kak r,sangatla cam sakit,ni bt ak terpk btape sakitnye atok kak r time tu.in the end,ak terus trun bwh,duk kat luar jap then pegi nanges kat surau dy.

balik kali ni,rsanye sangat la terlampau rindu kat atok.sampai dlm kol 5,n trus tnggu sampai pagi sbb na jmpa atok n bg baju yang dibeli untuk dy.yang sedih adalah ble dy xknal dah ak.trus nanges kat situ.nek ngn pz mmg perasan tp ak bt2 gelak je.tp tgh hari tu,dy ingat da ak,siap sbot name lagi,terlampau la gembira time tu..

ble pok teh n pok se na bwk dy g klinik,dy pn ckp na,tp in the end xpegi sbb time na angkat dy,dy mengaduh sakit sangat yg pok teh n pok se xsanggup na angkat dy.

bila pk balik,ak sangatla sayang dy yang setiap kali pk kalau dy xda macam mane nnt,ak akan nanges.biarla now dy sakit,xleh jalan,xleh cakap sangat,xpe..yang penting dy masih ada,masih boleh ak plok,masih boleh ak cium tgn dy.

dan aritu,ak knonnye manage bt chcken chop dgn bbrp ekor ayam,n kbetulan pokteh n mokti blik,so puas ati dpt bt fmily gathering la lbh kurang.stat sediakan bhn dari pagi lagi,n mlm tu ak tido sangat awl sbb ltih.above all,yg bt ak sangat gmbira adalah when disebabkan chcken chop tu,atok gelak yg bt ak sangat senang ati..

stay alive pls..
ps:to momo,be a goodgirl k,unni saranghe!