seperti yg sume mklum,ak ni mmg pemalu lah orgnye,n bcos of the possibility of her and any other ppl reading this post is extremely low,so i would like to confess a few tings to her,my dear sister...
i would like to apologise for my so called rudeness(ive tink a lot about it now),about not bein such an understanding person to her,for not knowing and understand her reasons for getting into a marriage,and for not really supporting her..
life is full of obstacles,and the more u take the risk of going to the next phase in ur life,the more obstacles u'll find in ur way..in case u remembered that ive once said that ur a bit selfish,the truth is indeed i am selfish.i am too scared to take the risk of 'losing' u in the sense of u'll not be the same as u r before..deeply tinking about this,ive come to an answer that its not only her that take the risk,everybody surrounding her is taking the risk too,of cos,not the risk of bein a wife,but the risk of being scared like me..r mayb im the only one scared.hehe.but mayb that it is the best decision ever for them too.insyaAllah
as a layman,not yet discover what exactly feels to be in the same situation like her,i tink that ive hurt her feelings for not really being a good sister as a wish i could be.
to the sister that i treasure deeply in my heart and my life,i wish that i could assist and support her.i decided to change myself!
the first step was awful!i voluntered myself to
nur kasih:semakin banyak dugaan mnimpa kita,semakin dekat rahmat kpd kita
to the best sister i ever had,pls forgive me for how ignorant i am of the situation and ur heart..from now on,whatever happens,pls believe that im always here to support u...
ps:agk jwang diriku disitu..hehe.tp this is the truth babe!its juz that i couldnt say this directly to her..part of me hoping she'll read this..