Sunday, February 20, 2011

this hopeless love hurts me so much

Sarangeul ajik nan mollaseo
Deoneun gakkai motgayo
Geunde wae jakkuman motnan nae simjangeun
Dugeungeorinayo

Nan dangsini jakkuman barphyeoseo
Geunyang gal sudo eomneyo
Irueojil su do eomneun I sarange
Nae mami neomu apayo

Haruga gago bami omyeon
Nan ontong dangsin saenggakppunijyo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteoke haeya joheulkkayo

Maeumi sarangeul ttareuni
Naega mwol hal su innayo
Irueojil sudo eomneun I sarange
Nae mami neomu apayo

Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiru dubirubiru
Dubirubiruraffa

Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiru dubirubiru... ~

Haruga gago bami omyeon
Nan ontong dangsin saenggakppunijyo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteoke haeya hanayo

Nae apeumi mudyeojyeo beoril nari
Eonjejjeum naege ogin halkkayo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteokhae haran maringayo

Dalbichi neomuna johaseo
Geunyang gal suga eomneyo
Dangsin gyeote jamsi nuwo isseulgeyo
Jamsiman aju jamsiman

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Thursday, February 17, 2011

i need answers

ak rase ak perlukan jwpn,as terlalu byk bnda bermain2 kat kepala nih
hidup ni xmudah xsenang n byk bnda baru kna blaja n theres no comfort zone ke safe zone ke any positive zone forever.time kcik2 dlu sibuk na sekolah,bila masuk primary skool sibuk na msuk skolah mnengah na rse hdup as teenagers la knonnye,bile masuk scondary skool,sibuk na rse hdup kat u plak,na rse complete freedom la knonnye..dulu bile org yg da bsar2 ni kte na putar mse bia dpt masuk skolah balik sume,ak dgn megah na tggu besar,na complete freedom,na shopping sakan,na enjoy ngn kengkawan aje..
but i never realised the bigger u are,the bigger the problem is..
u dont encounter dgn masalah2 macam sape amik cklat ak?ari ni nk men congkak ke swing?(im too old that i dont wat its called now.waaa)but kna layan masalah plek spt ble kna siapkan assignmnt?bila na byr utang?mcm mne na carik duet?
dulu carik kwn na ajk men kjar2,hide n seek je,now kawan bt tman mgumpat,tkang prunding masalah cinta,tkang bt comment bju mne yg lg cntik,etc!
wat if u become older,but u mind seems not to tolerate?
bile masalah org2 dewasa datang,ur clueless,xtau na bt ap?
when it comes in choosing things,u dont know which one to choose?its so hard to cj=hoose till u feels like ur head going to explode?
as u get older,u lie more but ur afraid of kantoing urself that u feel so uneasy and swear that u wont do it again but u end up repeating it AGAIN?
that u tend to please everyone but u end up hurting everyone?
that u tink u have to grow up but u mind seems to say no?
that u wish you only have to be on dat bed for ur whole lifeeee?
that u miss someone soooo much that u have to admit it but u cant?
is theres time u feel very empty?so empty that u think the emptiness itself cn kill u?
pnh rase  bersalah,serba salah,disalahlan yg buat hati rasa sendat dan packed n rse oksigen kat dunia ni dah berkurang sbb byk open burning?
pnh rase lonely yg bt kte rase na mnanges tbe2?
i think im growing up too much,until i couldnt deal wth  it anymore



Wednesday, February 9, 2011

:)

alhamdulillah..
pengalaman pertama yg buat na demam..
yg buat hati na give up,
nw ati rse lega..
da jmpa frmula
jalan = R+ brek habis dlu

momo: thnx lil sweet red!
pinkyone:thnx for da brilliant formula!

life sometimes sweet,like sugar,like honey

gone with the wind

my days were too good last few days..
now its gone.
keta xleh reverse,then smpi plak empunya parking tu,mencuakkan lagi keadaan ak.
jantung da macam berhnti mngepam drah ke sluruh badan,otak jd cramp cmpur blurr tetibe,airmata xda remote cntrol dah.
then,we move on.going to class like usual.then,out of sudden,at  6,where supposely everybody was heading home,we decided to take the lift..until
a guy called mr.l came out from the lift like a warrior,looking at us,till we felt sooooo small,then the rest was the history of 9/2/11

soorry to all the affected parties,dr abg auto engineering ke roomate yg byk mmbantu.

hidup ni xkan slalu sronok,selesa,gmbira,hidup ni ad psang surut,naik trun,lpar knyang,tido bangun,etc lg yg  leh di consider antonym ea.

speaking of the truth,mmg my life is too cmfortable last few days,yg smpai bt me terpk,ap na bt time ssh nnt.now the time has come,yet im planning nothing

glitter words for today:everybody make mistakes,but never repeat it~mdm.f

Sunday, February 6, 2011

live on..

everyone has their first one,so do i..

ble di ingatkan balik,ble takot na bt something,msti ckp gni pd diri sndri..macam self peptalk la knonnye..
alhamdulillah skrg rse cm lega dan tenang,cme xtaulah ap yg menanti kat depan...

ak jgk ad byk benda nak share pasal hidup ni,cme ble bkak je blog trus xingat ap dah.
cme satu yg paling obvious untuk dikongsi adalah:

WHAT IF ORANG YG KTE SANGAT SAYANG PERGI TINGGALKAN KTE UNTUK SELAMANNYE,AP AGAKNYA KTE PYE REACTION,AP KTE NAK BUAT,AP YG KTE AKAN INGAT BALIK?

bafore balik umah,sempat g melawat atok kak r.kak r sangatla kuat yang dia x mnangis pn depan atok dy,tp time atok dy smpai terkjot dari tido sbb sakit,ak da nanges.time keja dlu pnh jgk bt yg tgk gula dlm drh tu n bt cm tu kat ptient,n time donate blood pn,n ble try kat tgn sndri rsanye xsakit sgt tp time nurse bt kat atok kak r,sangatla cam sakit,ni bt ak terpk btape sakitnye atok kak r time tu.in the end,ak terus trun bwh,duk kat luar jap then pegi nanges kat surau dy.

balik kali ni,rsanye sangat la terlampau rindu kat atok.sampai dlm kol 5,n trus tnggu sampai pagi sbb na jmpa atok n bg baju yang dibeli untuk dy.yang sedih adalah ble dy xknal dah ak.trus nanges kat situ.nek ngn pz mmg perasan tp ak bt2 gelak je.tp tgh hari tu,dy ingat da ak,siap sbot name lagi,terlampau la gembira time tu..

ble pok teh n pok se na bwk dy g klinik,dy pn ckp na,tp in the end xpegi sbb time na angkat dy,dy mengaduh sakit sangat yg pok teh n pok se xsanggup na angkat dy.

bila pk balik,ak sangatla sayang dy yang setiap kali pk kalau dy xda macam mane nnt,ak akan nanges.biarla now dy sakit,xleh jalan,xleh cakap sangat,xpe..yang penting dy masih ada,masih boleh ak plok,masih boleh ak cium tgn dy.

dan aritu,ak knonnye manage bt chcken chop dgn bbrp ekor ayam,n kbetulan pokteh n mokti blik,so puas ati dpt bt fmily gathering la lbh kurang.stat sediakan bhn dari pagi lagi,n mlm tu ak tido sangat awl sbb ltih.above all,yg bt ak sangat gmbira adalah when disebabkan chcken chop tu,atok gelak yg bt ak sangat senang ati..

stay alive pls..
ps:to momo,be a goodgirl k,unni saranghe!